Go public??

Salam 'alaykum dunia.. dah lama menyepi & agaknya dah berhabuk blog ni. (Bukannya ada sapa2 yg baca pun post ni kan) hehe ;p

Sebagai seorang ukhti yang seeloknya menjaga dalam pelbagai perkara(you know what I mean), saya buat keputusan untuk privatekan blog & channel yang memaparkan video-video kisah hidup saya. Nak dijadikan cerita, bila orang tanya apa yang saya suka buat & apa hobi saya.. dan mestila saya akan jawab 'making videos'.. dan respon diorang macam;
'Apa nama channel? 
Nak subscribe! 
Buat channel pasal apa? 
Nak jadi macam youtuber malaysia yang femes tu ke?'

Well, nope. Certainly not. I'm not making videos to be famous or so that my video would go viral. I started making videos at the time I was in Egypt(2 years ago), which you all know is VERY very far away from my family in Malaysia so I decided that videos could be the best way to share my experience there.

But from then on, when I came back home to Malaysia, I realize I couldn't stop making videos. Other than reading my favourite books, making videos is quite a cathartic experience for me.

Then again because I'm a fresh graduate, so I started getting busy with all the interviews & I managed to get myself a job. An online business agent(who would've thought). I'm happy because I got to make money for living, and since my husband's wages alone are not quite enough.

So its almost a year now I worked for the job, and honestly I missed travelling, making videos etc. I remember someone who works diligently for a charity campaign (for Syria) and she asked me about it. 'Why don't you make your videos go public? If there is somebody do interested in your channel, who knows maybe your lifestyle could influence them. Maybe they will gain benefit/good vibes just by watching your videos?' (maybe!!)

I was totally blown away because she's the first person ever to comment about that since I told every one of my friends & family about my channel. So it got me thinking.. what if she's right? just maybe..

So after a lot of thinking! (pull sleeves) I finally did it! I make this blog & my channel go public! So what if there's none views or likes or favourites or whatever... I'm just gonna make things that I love & share it in case somebody wanted/needed it. (hah! as if!)

Yup, it goes public now. I'm not expecting too much of a follower or subscriber or likes or views or (anything).. I originally just wanted to share my videos to my friends, family & try to improve my shooting & editing skills.

Thanks to whoever read this. (Possibly no one read this) Wish me luck & pray for me! So I won't ever give up with my life & take a step back a time if anything goes wrong. 

Life is beautiful! I should treasure it. All thanks to Allah the Most Gracious, Most Merciful :)